Forever, or For Right Now? Taylor’s “evermore” Lyrics Explained
Taylor Swift’s title track evermore symbolically closes out the regular version of the album, and this song is all about closure.
The lyrics detail the narrator’s season of depression and sadness, and how she finally found the light again.
What do the lyrics mean, and what can we gather about Taylor’s mental state and creative trajectory from this track?
Here’s my full English teacher’s analysis of Taylor’s evermore lyrics meaning, line by line.

evermore by Taylor Swift, ft. Bon Iver
- Title: evermore
- Written by: Joe Alwyn, Justin Vernon, Taylor Swift
- Track: 15, evermore
- Pen: Quill
- Lyrics from Genius
evermore Narrative Summary
- Setting: Reemerging into the world after a long period of depression.
- Characters: Narrator (Taylor), Subject (her lover or friend who helps save her, “you”)
- Mood: Depressed, hopeless, then hopeful toward the end.
- Conflict: Something has torn her world apart and thrown her into deep depression.
- Inciting Incident: The “dog days” of July, when something bad happened that send her spiraling.
- Quest: Narrate how she lost hope, and how she found it.
- Symbols & Metaphors: “Evermore,” “Gray November,” “since July”, “Motion capture / Put me in a bad light”, “stepping stone,” “writing letters / addressed to the fire,” “catchin’ my breath” and “catchin’ my death,” “unmoored,” “fight for,” “Rewind thе tape,” “pause / on the moment all was lost,” “sending signals / to be double-crossed”, “Barefoot in the wildest winter,” “the cost,” “things that will be lost,” “we’ll be tall again,” “frost,” “dog days,” “on waves, out being tossed,” “line that I could just go cross,” “shipwrecked,” “cracks of light”, “Floors of a cabin creakin’.”
- Lesson: The bad days won’t last forever. Things will get better.
What is evermore About?
evermore describes the narrator’s descent into depression, and how she re-emerges into the world with newfound hope.
She said:
“It’s about sort of the process of finding hope again, but it also reflected back to an experience that I had that was pretty life-altering, when I went through a bunch of bad stuff in 2016. July, November, during all those times, I was just taking it day by day to get through, trying to find a glimmer of hope, all of that.”
–Taylor Swift, Apple Music Interview
In 2016, Taylor retreated from the spotlight after the KimYe Snake Gate scandal, in which she was framed and portrayed as a liar. She finally found hope in retreating to London and stepping out of the narrative for a while.
Who is evermore About?
The love interest that Taylor describes in the song is likely her then-boyfriend Joe Alwyn, whom she has credited with helping her through a very rough time in her life.
But moreover, the “you” in the song could also be her fans, who stuck by her even when the world seemed to cancel her.
The major themes of evermore, and of this title track, are closure, moving on, and forgiving vs. forgetting. She explores all these themes and more, in the album and the song, though we may never know who she’s moving on from.
evermore Lyrics Explained: Line by Line

“Gray November,” Taylor begins the first verse, “I’ve been down since July.” It’s been five long months of feeling blue. Usually summer is portrayed in Taylor’s lyrics as a happy and thrilling time, but here, it’s when everything fell apart.
“Motion capture / Put me in a bad light” could allude to the KimYe phone recording scandal, which led to the #TaylorSwiftisOverParty and SnakeGate drama. But it also means she’s looking back at a replay of what happened, and trying to understand why she was misconstrued.
“I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone,” she says, “Trying to find the one where I went wrong.” She replays past moments in her mind, trying to make sense of where it all fell apart. Was it one moment? More than one? She wants to understand.
She’s “Writing letters / Addressed to the fire,” meaning she’s letting out all her deepest, darkest thoughts, and burning them to ash.
The burned letters, however, could have deeper significance. Two historic authors that Taylor has referenced in the past, Jane Austen and Charles Dickens, both had all of their personal letters burned to avoid scandal. Does Taylor wish she could go back and do the same, to prevent this whole mess?
The letters are “addressed to the fire,” however, meaning they’re not intended for human consumption. “The fire” could be any number of fire metaphors Taylor has used in the past, but here, I think the most applicable fire is that of my tears ricochet: “If I’m on fire, you’ll be made of ashes too.”
It could also allude to the letters of the previous track closure, in which she doesn’t reply to a letter from her nemesis and puts her response in a song instead. That is metaphorically writing letters to the fire, instead of sending it along to the intended recipient.
Chorus: “I Was Catchin’ My Breath”

The chorus begins: “And I was catchin’ my breath.” She’s taking a break, trying to ground herself.
But she’s “starin’ out an open window, catchin’ my death,” meaning she’s looking out the metaphorical “window” to her life. Looking back on this painful event will only cause her more distress (“catchin’ my death”). It’s a cold, cold world out there.
“And I couldn’t be sure,” she says, I had a feeling so peculiar / That this pain would be for / Evermore.” She’s never felt this hopeless before.
If you’ve ever suffered from depression, you recognize this emotion immediately: it feels like nothing will ever get better. You’ll be stuck in this monotonous, mind-numbing pain forever.
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Verse 2: “Guess I’m Feeling Unmoored”

“Hey December,” the second verse begins, “Guess I’m feeling unmoored.” Time has passed since the first verse, and we’re now one month further into deep depression.
Like an untied ship in a harbor, she’s floating without direction. There is nothing for her to hold onto to steady herself, and she’s feeling much like she was in willow, which uses similar ship imagery: “rough on the surface.”
“Can’t remember / What I used to fight for” means she can’t remember what motivated her in the past. She has no initiative or meaning in her life at this point.
“I rewind thе tape,” she says, trying to figure out what worked in the past to keep her going. “But all it does is pause / On thе very moment all was lost.” She can’t see the bright side anymore, she can only remember the dark and scary moments, when she lost everything. This is what depression does to your mind.
She’s “Sending signals / To be double-crossed,” meaning when she would reach out, her words or actions would be misconstrued or betrayed. This could also likely allude to the Snake Gate drama and manipulated recording.
Chorus: “Barefoot in the Wildest Winter”
“And I was catchin’ my breath
Barefoot in the wildest winter, catchin’ my death
And I couldn’t be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
That this pain would be for
Evermore”
-Taylor Swift ft. Bon Iver, “evermore”
The second chorus is the same as the first, except for one change. “Starin’ out an open window” changes to “Barefoot in the wildest winter.” She has no protection from the elements, and she’ll freeze to death.
Was she “iced out” of the public eye? Or were her “high heels” – symbols for her career and precarious reputation – broken, and she was left barefoot?
Bridge: “Is There a Line That I Could Just Go Cross?”

The first half of the bridge begins: “Can’t not think of all the cost / And the things that will be lost.” She can’t stop thinking about the price she’s paying after this traumatic event. She’s losing everything, including pieces of herself.
“Oh, can we just get a pause?” she screams to the sky, “To be certain we’ll be tall again.” She’s begging for time to stand still for a moment, just to make sure that this low point will not last forever. Will she ever stand on her “tallest tiptoes” again?
“Whether weather be the frost / Or the violence of the dog days” describes the two settings of the song, and ponders whether she can ever be happy again.
The “frost” represents the “Gray November” she’s currently in: her lowest low.
The “violence of the dog days” is when it all went to hell (“I’ve been down since July”), and could also allude to her friend Florence Welch’s song The Dog Days Are Over. Whatever the climate of her life turns out to be in the future, will she ever find hope again? Will the dog days ever be over?
“I’m on waves, out being tossed,” she says, “Is there a line that I could just go cross?” She’s out of control, at the mercy of the sea of depression that threatens to swallow her. Is there a quick solution?
To “cross the line” means to do something drastic or offensive, but she’d do that – she’d do anything – to get to a better place.
Bridge, Con’t: “When I Was Shipwrecked…I Thought of You”

The second half of the bridge is when she begins to see a bit of light and hope.
“When I was shipwrecked,” she says, “I thought of you.” When she was stranded, with no hope of salvation, she thought of one person. Who this person is isn’t clear, but they kept her hope alive.
The “shipwreck” metaphor has been prominent in evermore and folklore. She used a similar metaphor in my tears ricochet (“the battleships will sink beneath the waves”), willow (“I’m like the water when your ship rolled in that night”), and gold rush (“Eyes like sinking ships on waters / So inviting, I almost jump in”).
These three songs are presumed to be about her then-boyfriend Joe Alwyn, and she seems to like using boat and water imagery to describe their relationship. But the shipwreck metaphor, overall, seems to describe her pre-reputation downfall, the “ship” of her career caught in a tumultuous storm.
“In the cracks of light,” she says, symbolizing glimmers of hope, “I dreamed of you.” In her moments where she could ‘see the light’, the face that came into her mind as salvation was this singular person.
“It was real enough,” she says about these dreams, “to get me through.” The thoughts and dreams of this person were just enough to help her survive.
“But I swear,” she says of her shipwrecked hour, “you were there.” This alludes to the third man factor, where accident victims will recall a mysterious and imaginary helper who saves their life. Taylor imagines this person coming to her side to save her, though in reality, they’re not actually by her side.
Here’s where I surmise the meaning might be deeper than one particular savior: I think Taylor is alluding to her fans here. While this was happening, she was physically with her then-boyfriend.
If this song is about him helping her through her trials (like “he built a fire just to keep me warm” from Call it What You Want), then she wouldn’t have to dream or imagine him.
I propose that who Taylor is imagining during her “shipwreck” is her fans, whom she wasn’t physically with for years.
As she says in the evermore prologue:
“I’ve clung to the one thing that keeps me connected to you all. That thing always has and always will be music.
And may it continue, evermore.”
The hope of us – the thought of us, and her being successful and performing again – was what got her through both her cancellation and the pandemic, and kept her making music, forevermore.
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Final Chorus & Outro: “This Pain Wouldn’t Be for Evermore”
![Selected lyrics from Taylor Swift's "evermore" song, annotated to decipher hidden meanings and analyze her use of literary devices.
The final chorus and outro read: "And I was catchin' my breath
Floors of a cabin creakin' under my step
And I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
This pain wouldn't be for
Evermore
[Outro: Taylor Swift, Justin Vernon, Both]
Evermore (Evermore)
Evermore (Evermore)
This pain wouldn't be for evermore
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The final chorus and outro slowly leave behind the dark winter and enter a glimmer of hope.
“And I was catchin’ my breath,” she says, “Floors of a cabin creakin’ under my step.” The underlying themes and imagery of both folklore and evermore are the woods and nature. If she’s in a cabin here, this is where she finds hope: in the folklorian woods.
“And I couldn’t be sure,” she says, “I had a feeling so peculiar / This pain wouldn’t be for / Evermore.” In the woods, she gains a new feeling: hope. The darkness won’t last forever; she will re emerge into the light.
“This pain wouldn’t be for evermore,” she repeats at the end. She’s come out of the “Gray November” and back into the light. She made it through the long night, and has come out to greet the sun once again.
evermore Lyrics Explained: Final Thoughts
If it wasn’t for the two additional tracks on the evermore deluxe album, this track would have symbolically and literally closed the album. And if the theme of the album is closure, this song certainly does that.
It summarizes Taylor’s downfall, as she burrows into a ball of depression and hopelessness. But it also narrates how she saw the light and climbed back out into the world.
The world she climbs back out into is the folklorian woods, where she metaphorically hunkered down to recenter herself and find her direction. In the end, she’s no longer “unmoored”: she’s securely fastened to her future, and hopeful about where her compass is pointing.
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